yummmmmy

2006-10-28T17:27:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU HUIKIN!
DARLING. heh.
i wonder if you'll see this!

-tohtohtruck hijacked on 28/10/06
:D

last day

2005-10-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

today was the last day of school.
hmmmm! there was the returning of report books, spring cleaning!, performances, year-end briefing and trng.
thank goodness I've been promoted to sec 2.
ohh yayes I've bought my books already.
phew.

today will also be the last time I come here to post.
on december 19th (I think), my blog shall vanish into thin air! (:
yeaaah. it's byebye at last.

and today wasn't all fun and laughter with sweet smiles.
not really what I'd call a happy ending, but it was a good closure to this wonderful school year.
I know where I'm at now and I feel at ease.

well yepppps. I guess that's really all I need to blog about.
I shall return to the old-fashioned way of expressing my thoughts-
with pen and paper.

goodbye to blogging!
and goodbye to HTTP://YUMMMMMY.BLOGSPOT.COM

let's dance across the horizon, race across the coast
let's fall into a deep slumber and never wake up

blognames

2005-10-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

I feel so lame right now. so I'm going to write a... short paragraph with the names of people's blogs in them! hoho! hmm yeah. the blog names are the ones in bold.
sorry if I've missed out your blog ):

if your mind has been poisoned, your shirt has been stained with ink blobs and you feel like a shittified, lifeless spirit, don't worry.

you're not the only clueless soul leading this crazy and complicated life. (:

you're still safe in this crazy world.

and there'll always be someone thinking of you.

so go, dance along the -horizon-, give yourself a holiday at islands of aloha, sprinkle yourself with lotsa potpourri and more ink and don't be in the shadowz all the time. stop feeling meepalicious.

scream out loud, "oh-goshh I LOVE my life!"

shine a witchlight on everyone, be the gladdest person in the world and feel like a royal princess.

in the end, you'll feel uniquely you and then you'll realise that you're destined to meet someone in this world.

haha. it doesn't even makes sense!

gone

2005-10-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

I wish that I could run away from this life.
from this big mess,
and hide.

and I wish you wouldn't go.
don't try to tell me that things will still be the same without you here, because they won't.
sigggh.
...have a good time in NZ anyway.

and now, blogging has become uninteresting.
for me, that is.
I can't be bothered to blog/read blogs anymore.
I'll waste my life on something other than .blogspot.com

well at least the year's coming to an end.
I feel myself finally moving on.
there's one week left till the end of school.
yeah. it was great.
meeting new people, doing new things.
better than I hoped.
but I've had enough of it.

so goodbye.
goodbye to you. goodbye to them.
and goodbye to my blog.
-I'm sorry I decided to give up on you just as you turned 5 months old

blisters

2005-10-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

my toes and fingers are covered with blisters
and my big toe has turned black.
oh please please please don't let it get any worse,

and sometimes. just sometimes. I wish I could tear you apart and make you feel like shit as well. I can't stand the way you give that sickening perverted smile after you've made someone feel small. after you've laughed at them for making a mistake.

well whatever. I shan't waste my post on you. I shall think happy thoughts and sing out loud!
hmmm yes I'm happy! oohs that makes me feel like eating cereal! (:
it was long enough to bloom

papers

2005-10-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

sighh.
we got back the eng, maths and chin exam papers today.
damn. I can't believe the stupid mistakes I made for maths.
since when does 12+4=20?!
dammn my friggin' carelessness.
and I absolutely hate sitting in the hall for so long.
my legs go numb and my brain somehow switches off by itself. so I just end up staring at the screen with nothing going into my head.
and APPLYING INSECT REPELLENT to my skin doesn't really help wake me up, thank you very much. it smells so nice I feel like falling asleep.

oh wells. I'm not going to school tomorrow!
not in the morning at least.
haha! no more looking at exam papers in the hall tomorrow!
hmmm on second thought, it might not be a very good thing.
and I'm going to miss the interview.
huhhs. maybe they'll kick me out ):
so predictable

jaded

2005-10-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

aerosmith-jaded

hey, j-j-jaded
you got your mama's style
but you're yesterday's child to me
so jaded
you think that's where it's at
but is that where it's supposed to be
you're gettin' it all over me
and serrated

my my baby blue
Yeah I've been thinking bout you
my my baby blue
Yeah you're so jaded
And I'm the one that jaded you

backkk

2005-10-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

oooh yayyes.

eoys have finally ended.
I feel all nervous thinking about whether I've failed miserably or if I've passed with decent marks.
sigggh. I shouldn't.
well, not now at least.
(:

and my feet are sore from walking around bugis for 6 hours and then running back to school. yea we should have planned our time better. )):
oooh yea and pastamania is so nice!
especially the oceanbaked pasta.
yummmmmy.
well it would have been nicer if SOMEBODY hadn't added all that pepper, chilli and cheese for me!
hahs.
silly itchy fingers!

hmmm! looking forward to mondayyy!
AS WELL as the rest of this lovely weekend. (:

oooh yayyes.

teachers' day

2005-08-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

mmmmm! (:
Happy teachers' day to all the teachers out there.
going back to primary school today was great.
I got to see everyone again.
it's amazing how people can change so much in such a short period of time.

anywayyyyys,
I have decided to take a break from blogging.
I must concentrate on the end-of-year exams.
ah yes!
all that's left for me now is revision, revision, revision and perhaps a little bit of shopping if I'm actually free.
I shall come back here when my last paper ends. (:
that would be...
13 October, 12.30pm when AEP paper 2 finishes.
Until then, this blog shall remain lifeless.
the tagboard, profile, ~~links~~ and archive shall go as well.
Goodbye blog readers! (:

this blog deceased at the age of 101 days.

2005-08-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

Siggh.
My blocked nose robbed me of my breath.
And breathing with my mouth caused a sorethroat.
The sorethroat then developed into a stupid cough.
One thing leads to another.
):
the extra-strong strepsils don't seem to be working.

ok, I shall think of something less unpleasant.
Last night my family took Aspirin to Upper Bkit Timah where we had a lovely dinner of korean food!
Aspirin, by the way, is our car. (:
haha, yea. We named it.
Our silly silver automobile with a big butt.
I wonder if we'll still have such Sunday night family dinners next year when my sis goes to uni.
And I'm curious to know if the frequent shopping trips with her will vanish as well. ):
siggh. only time can tell.
study hard, won't you?

I finally got my new nametag today. (:
I wish I could get the old one back though I know it's quite impossible unless I dig up all the sewage pipes.
siggggh!

in the end.

FRIDAY

2005-08-27T11:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! It's FRIDAY.

the past week has been abominable and has left me feeling worn out.

A lot of silly things happened.

Dropping my nametag into the drain (don't ask), taking a bus that broke down at my primary school, having bees invade my classroom's dustbin, being attacked by a gigantic black beetle on the bus (it was MASSIVE ok)...

But nothing seems to be interesting anymore.

Life seems to have settled into a routine.

I can hardly say I'm excited about the September holidays - which is taken up by the workshop, maths lesson and project meetings. ):
Besides that, my wallet is empty. sheeeshes. I don't understand how my pocket money just vanishes so quickly.

Everything seems so bleak.

dull

pissed

2005-08-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but I feel so pissed off at everything and everyone around me. Nothing feels right and all the silly little things seem to exasperate me.
I am constantly attacked by vicious headaches that won't go away and I feel hungry almost all the time.
I feel this... messed-up feeling inside of me. Frustration, anxiety, insecurity and dissatisfaction all rolled up into a ball that just hits me hard on the head.
I feel my life slipping away. I'm losing control of everything.
paranoid

Save me

2005-08-20T11:43:00.000+08:00

today was the CROSS COUNTRY at McRitchie reservoir!

school ended early. (:

the horrible slopes there made the distance seem a lot more than 3.2km.

I ran with Jolene and it was a bit stressful because she was running very fast.

I slowed her down. ):

Vernice came in first for the sec one level! (: so pro.

Most of the time I felt as though I was battling myself.

Half of me wanted to stop running and quit while the other half of me wanted to keep going.

After everything some of us went for a meal of frenchfries and burgers at KAP.

Ann-ning was so hyper, JingJing was so funny,

and my dear damsel JiaYu was so adorable! (:

Somebody save me

Let your warm hands break right through

Somebody save me

I don't care how you do it

Just stay,stay

Come on, I've been waiting for you

late for sch

2005-08-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

I was late for school this morning,
thanks to the 14 (approx.) traffic lights which turned red when the bus was approaching it. ):
my student record has been damaged!
arh well it already was when i was caught for eating in class.
I shall try to wake up earlier tomorrow.
(:

evaporate

2005-08-17T11:40:00.000+08:00

I'm evaporating. ):

tired

2005-08-13T07:49:00.000+08:00

I feel so damn tired.
I shouldn't have studied for the bio test until 1am last night.
It obviously didn't help because I forgot everything.
Everything.
every single bit of information I tried cramming disappeared.
the only thing that may have salvaged my marks is that little bit of revision during PCCG lesson.

And now I can't sit properly without feeling a bit numb, because I fell down during trng and scratched my butt as well as my thigh.
No it's not funny.
fine. maybe it is. HAHA. (:
QiTian fell down too and apparently 'kissed' the ground.
When I was defending Meiling, she kept saying she heard someone call her name. That's so creepy! Particularly during THIS certain period of time. (:

Anyway, I'm completely pooped out.
shall go sleep.

dancing

2005-08-10T02:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun! (:
I learnt the dance.
Jocelyn was teaching me and she had to put up with my horrible dancing and slow learning.
I can never be a dancer.
I don't have the looks, flexibility, and confidence to take on any dance moves properly.

After everything, Liqin, Meiling, Jenzi, Jocelyn and I took a lot of photos with silly poses.
we did that star formation with our fingers.
this photo is mine. the other one is stolen from Jocelyn's album. (:

hoho. I went home at about 7 with Liqin.
happy national day!

LOST

2005-08-08T01:58:00.000+08:00

damn.

the LOST season finale yesterday was so disappointing.
grrrrr. I can't believe they just left it like that!
left such a big fat question mark.
I shan't say what happened, for the sake of those who haven't watched it yet.
but it was just SO unsatisfying!
gaaaaah. And I can't help but ask myself, when is season 2 coming?!
stupid tv addiction.

kick that nasty habit

dark street

2005-08-06T11:13:00.000+08:00

won't you come down to my dark street
and shine a light
cause I need your sweet sunshine. (:

art lesson today was fun!
Mrs Tan let us make little cups out of clay!
I made a pig one.
as in, the cup had a pig's head on it and the handle was a pig's tail.
it was supposed to be a COW ok, but then the nose for the cow turned out to look like a snout and then the horns were so tiny they looked like pig ears. ):
hehe. I liked Jolene's mouse one.
I went running out of school with Jingjing and Rachel today.
We had no idea where to run. haha
then they kept stopping to talk. ):
I was in a really bad mood.
and NO SCHOOL on tuesday and wednesday next week!
ahhh yes. finally something after so many tests and assignments.

chinese test

2005-08-03T09:32:00.001+08:00

falling ill just makes me feel so weak.
I had fever on Sunday night and a slight fever last night.
I slept, wrapped up in thick layers of clothing.
my stupid flu won't go away and I feel exhausted all the time.
damn.

yesterday Hanqing's ginger beer bottle exploded in class.
haha. the yeast smelt disgusting.
and Ms Chee only gave me 1 mark for that ginger beer assignment. ):
1 pathetic mark for 1.5litres of beer.
sigggggh! but I suppose there's no harm trying.

my cough is getting worse, and those stupid chocolates in the fridge are tempting me!
ignore those hersheys! nono. don't open the fridge door.
and the chinese test today was rather dreadful.
I should have known that there would be so many trick questions.
I doubt I'll pass.
deprived of hope.

printer

2005-08-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

bleugggh.
look at what the blardy printer did to my worksheet.

it finished printing my worksheet already and then suddenly the printer sucked back my worksheet and crumpled it.
when I tried to pull out the paper it almost sucked my fingers into it as well.
stupid printer. don't like me isit.
I'm using the school printer next time lah.
grrrrrr.
blame yourself. ):

LOST

2005-07-31T09:18:00.000+08:00

don't tell me what I can't do.
haha. yep.
that rather-famous quote is taken from LOST. (:
the 5 hour saturday marathon has me completely addicted to it.
gaaaah. my eyes need band-aids.
every episode just leaves me craving for more!
the story of 48 plane crash survivors. siggh.
irresistable~

enough advertising.
I should get my mind out of the show and pull it back to reality.
I should face whatever is in front of me right now,
and that would be homework, messy bedroom, upcoming tests and a VERY empty wallet.
grrrr. Jenzi Chua you still owe me 30 cents! but then I shouldn't scold you, because I own Qi Tian some money for that bubble tea. hoho.
and my silly phone was making so much noise last night when I was charging it. I think there's something wrong with the charger. ):
Huikin, stop complaining lah.

it doesn't help.

sabbs week

2005-07-29T08:34:00.000+08:00

I love my sabbaticals!
Food Adventure! yummmmmy. (:
the Pen Zai is okok lah, but I don't understand what Pen Zai is about.
It just seems like torturing plants to me.
I mean, it just ISN'T natural to wrap wires around a plant just to make it bend in a certain way for amusement and viewing.
mmm. maybe I'm the only one who thinks that way.

I've been eating so much this week.
and on the first day of the sabbaticals, I was so hungry that I ate a few raw potatoes. Samantha was so shocked. haha. greedy me.
I must have gained a lot of weight. hoho.

waste and want

horrible chinese

2005-07-25T02:53:00.000+08:00

my dad is purposely asking me a lot of questions.
and if I answer them in English,
I won't get to go out tonight.
And the thing is,
I can't answer any of his questions properly without adding one word of English!
Oh my goodness.
looks like I'll be home alone tonight.
It's so pathetic, Huikin. look at what you've done.
you can't even speak your own mother tongue properly.
it's ridiculous.
like... what the hell have I done to my life.
I messed it up.
sigggggh.

Macdonalds

2005-07-24T11:44:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!
I can upload pics. ho.
on wednesday, Jing2, Lingxue and I went out to eat.
and then we passed by MacDonalds.
and we saw something rather funny on Mr MacDonald's legs.

apparently, some rain water had collected there and some people used the mini-pond to throw their cigarrettes into.
Lingxue found it ridiculous and told me to take a picture.
haha.
killing me softly

101

2005-07-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

YES!
The horrible week 4 has ended.
I shan't hide the fact that I absolutely hated it. hoho.
I got back my geog test and I got a big fat eggish ZERO for the bonus questions.

101, I'm REALLY REALLY sorry for locking out y'all.
well... JIAYING and I are really sorry.
It is indeed a lesson well learnt.
sigggggh.

mmmm. Tomorrow I'm going back to kps for the open house or something like that. I have no idea what.
And Charmaine. I know you're taller than me. hoho.
but I still want to see you there. So you better turn up horh.
and dear Kelly is 163 now! *gasssp.
ah yes.
week 4. you disgusting hateful week. Thank goodness you're finally gone.
I feel better. (:

Stupid week

2005-07-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

It has been a horrible week for me.
thank goodness there's only ONE day left!
lots of stupid and terrible things have been happening.
I've been experiencing a lot of moodswings as well. arrgggh.
I CAN'T WAIT for the sabbatical week to come!
at least COOKING won't be so hard. (:
sigggggh.
throw away my yesterdays.

sick

2005-07-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

yea yea.

I'm horrible. I'm slow. I'm silly.
but so what. it doesn't mean that YOU can give me those shitty looks.
huh. I can't stand it when YOU roll your eyes and speak as though you're SO much smarter than everyone else. and I can't stand the way YOU answer my questions with a disgusting 'DUH'.
it makes me sick.
don't like my question then don't answer lah!
I wasn't even directing that question at YOU.
the way you try to make lots of noise just to get everybody's attention disgusts me as well.
I'm tired of trying to control my temper when I'm with you.
the fact that I have to put up with YOU makes me feel like murdering myself.
arrrrgh.
take me away

sucky day

2005-07-19T11:40:00.000+08:00

today was a sucky day.
it wasn't completely horrible that I would come home and break down into tears, but it certainly made me wonder why I should even bother trying to make things feel right.
In the morning, I was late for school. When I got off the bus, my eyes hurt because I had been doing my artwork on the bus. sigggh.
During lessons, I was almost falling asleep.
during recess I was busy photocopying articles for my chinese scrapbook thingy and ended up being a bit late for art lessons.
grrrrr. the teacher started scolding us for not being PUNCTUAL.
During lunch, we had to run in the basement because it was raining.
After school, Jingying and Xiaoyang stayed back with me to finish up our chinese SIA.
BUT!
the STUPPPPID computer shut itself down and a lot of our work was UNSAVED!
arrrrgh. it was 5.30 already, too late to re-do.
what a stupid shitty day. everything's all screwed up.

Training

2005-07-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

there were no lessons yesterday! (:
we had FOA activities.
There was mass dance, games and movie screening.
I couldn't understand the movie/movies at all. ):
after that I was supposed to go for training, but then we weren't allowed to train until four o'clock,due to the O levels listening comprehension.
So we chatted and some of them went to NJC to buy bubble tea.
Jocelyn and I didn't dare to go in case we were caught for trespassing. haha.
After when it was four o'clock, the seniors started their training.
All of us sat down at the side and watched. Then, it started raining, so Ms Chang asked us to go to the hall. We did a lot of passes and team ball drills.
Sigggh. My passes were weak.
No training for two weeks has affected me. ):
and during training yesterday, I kept on losing my temper at a certain somebody.
I shan't bother saying who it is.
live life like there's no tomorrow

new skin!

2005-07-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogskin! (:
the pic is from gettyimages.
sigggh. I wasted two hours in school today doing the chinese project with Jingying. The comp crashed when we tried to save our work.
all of our efforts were wasted!
I also wasted my whole lunchtime trying to access IVLE to choose my sabbaticals. The thing just wouldn't load! grrrrrr.
there's too much homework dued this week and next week. arrrgh. I wish I could fast forward to August.
weak

youthday.carnival

2005-07-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

The youth day carnival was FANTASTIC! (:
but I got a sore throat now, thanks to shouting - "iced pops. 2 for 50 cents!"(:
the canteen was so noisy I couldn't hear what my classmates were saying.
the day turned out great. it was so fun! so wonderful! I wish it would happen all over again. heh.

after everything was over we had to go to the hall.
she was pulling my hair and poking me.
and maybe it was wrong of me to show how irritated I was but I just can't stand it when she does that.
it completely pisses me off.
that aside, today was a terrific day!
scream out loud

2005-07-08T09:36:00.000+08:00

chinese lesson was great!

we got to walk around the school and take down notes about the structure of the school.

Then we were at the eco-pond, and Hsinfang started playing, (yes PLAYING) with the LEAF.

and I went to school with Suhuan today.

she was mugging for the geog test on the bus.
and then I came home with her as well. (:
we went to westmall to look for a shirt for her.
and she ended up buying a green top. (:

I didn't like it. The colour was so weird. But it looked good on her lah.
and while I was in westmall I bought something REALLY NICE!!! Something DELICIOUS!

cereal! (:

I love cereal so much it hurts. (:

SHOPPING

2005-07-07T10:14:00.000+08:00

Nothing much really happened today, except that I wasted my whole day in school thinking about shopping. I couldn't listen to what the teacher was saying.
Whenever I tried to focus, my mind would just wander off.
After countless futile attempts to concentrate, I decided to just let my imagination take over.
I came home feeling rather cheery because Liqin had been talking to me in the bus. She told me a story about Narnia. hah. But I gave up trying to understand as the story became too complicated. (:
Anyway, I want to have a habit of sleeping and waking up early. I hate that feeling when I wake up in the morning nowadays. The feeling that I can't open my eyes and that I should just continue sleeping and skip school. argh.
I saw an old primary school friend of mine on my way home. I doubt she recognised me or even saw me, but there was a sudden surge of delight when I saw her. I don't know why. (:

fallen

2005-07-05T02:43:00.000+08:00

Sarah McLachlan - fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer to a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
but somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
and the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though i've tried, I've fallen..
I have sunk so low
I have messed up better I should know
So don't come round here and tell me i told you so....

getaway

2005-07-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

It's FINALLY the end of the week!
and... another 9 weeks to go... ):
at least there's no school on monday and no lessons on friday next week. (:
I feel like running away, to a deserted island. To lie on its beach and tell myself that nothing can go wrong. I wouldn't mind even if it's for only one day.
I just feel like walking out of my life for a short while.
My sis just changed her blogskin which she made herself (again). sigggh. It reminds me of my stupidity at html and the fact that I can never make a blogskin as good as hers.
Well, I shall end here to go have my dinner. (:
wishing and waiting.

first day

2005-06-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

today was the FIRST day of school! (:
I forced myself to wake up half an hour earlier so that I could see Qitian's eeyore but I was still kinda late and only managed to give it a small hug. ):
sighhh. I feel so sleepy.
I lied awake for 4 hours last night, and only managed to fall asleep at 3am. Argh. I'm trying to stay awake now so that I can sleep early tonight instead of taking a nap now and then sleeping late tonight.
vicious cycle.
today was boring, but I feel that I will be a lot busier this term.
projects! presentations! I'm not really looking forward to any of it.
I went back to my primary school with Yingyan and met Gladys, Jinyu and Kaiyun.
siggggh. it's been so long since I last saw them.
holding on to yesterday.

come get some

2005-06-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

Rooster- Come get some

I aint gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,
Tell me i'm the only one,
Kick em to the curb and baby dont stop running,
Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question
'Where the hell did i go wrong?'
Cos you know when it's true,
I'll be waiting for you,
So tell me how you gonna come,
come Come Get Some.

bbq

2005-06-25T12:12:00.000+08:00

sigggh. it's friday already. the holidays are ending!
the sec 4 farewell bbq thing was yesterday.
I met Yingyan, Joleen, Qitian, Jocelyn and Claudia first before going to Bishan. After that we met up with the rest and went to KFC to eat.
We took neoprints! Surprisingly all 12 of us could fit in the room. (:
and Qitian bought this super cute EEYORE, which I kept squeezing. IT WAS JUST TOO CUTE!

gaaah. so cute.
after that we went to popular bookshop and some of my teammates went elsewhere while we stayed in popular. we went to the corner of the shop and sat down there, reading magazines.

the bbq ended around 11+. WE PLAYED WITH WATER BOMBS! (:
I took the mrt home with Yingyan, Xingxuan and Claudia.
Yingyan ran all the way home from the bukit batok mrt station. I've WALKED home from school before with Gladys and it is enough to get me very tired but I can't believe running that distance. ): Yingyan called me when she reached home, which was at 12.23am according to my phone.
my feet are sore. shall go finish up my holiday homework! (:

2005-06-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

went jogging with my family.
we went to a small hill near my house.
after that we went to eat at a hawker centre which was located near my primary school. I walked past all the shops I used to go to with my primary school friends and all the memories of us came floating back; the silly fights, the birthday parties, the songs we'd talk about, the way we didn't think that we'd be seperated...
I can't help missing them. just wished that I could see them one last time. ):

.

2005-06-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

today is fathers' day!
happy father's day to all those fathers out there and of course, my own.
(:
and now, I'm so sick of being told what to do.
everyone's yelling at me to do stuff, and scolding me for mistakes I didn't make.
it's frustrating.
I shall stop here before my emotions start taking over.
nothing comes for free.

pic

2005-06-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

someday we'll know why.

2005-06-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

had training at kallang netball centre today. ten people turned up as the other six were either down with flu or away on holiday. get well soon you guys! (:
and we got lost on our way to the place!
we took a bus from the Lavender mrt station, thinking we were headed for kallang. soon, the bus arrived at Bugis. we were then told that we were going in the opposite direction!
haha. it was actually kinda funny. so all of us immediately hopped off the bus and crossed the road.
last night I had a dream about F.I.R coming to Singapore. and just like what happened in reality,
I ALSO MISSED F.I.R's autograph session in my dream!
actually it wasn't a dream lah, more like a nightmare.
arggggh. I feel so stupid.
dreaming about celebrities? eeeeek.
sigh. ): a dream can be the highest point of your life.

lala

2005-06-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

gaaaah.
I've got a bad stomach ache. ):
and I need money! $ I'm terribly broke. there's like... only a few cents left in my wallet.
and on SUNDAY, F.I.R came to Singapore and performed for FREE and held an AUTOGRAPH session at IMM!
IMM!!!
which is practically a mrt station away from my hse!
AND I MISSED THEM!!! I didn't know they were coming!
ARRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!
my brother claims he heard it on the radio, but refused to tell me.
I missed them last time as well when they came to Singapore last year.
ugggggh!
oh gosh. this is unlike me... getting frustrated over singers...
I should calm down and do my homework! (:
foolish.

ijymaliaterinaeuyqm

2005-06-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

today was very uninteresting.
spent most of it doing my geography SIA and my maths independent learning... mmmm. I FINISHED IT!
AT LAST! I can tick something off my holiday to-do list! yayness!
but there's still quite a lot more to go... argggh.
tomorrow I'll be watching Mr and Mrs Smith with Vidhi! (:
Bradgelina. I've got a horrible headache now though.
hope it goes away after a GOOD NIGHT SLEEP which is what I really need right now because I've been sleeping at 2am for the last two days. I shall sleep early tonight!
o yes. and here's a quote that was written on my sister's math assignment:
a few problem sums a day keeps the Os and Fs away
very cute indeed! (:

quote

2005-06-12T12:35:00.000+08:00

I feel like such a fool.
I misread my own notes and did an essay only to realise it was all wrong after I had written 230 words! sigh.
Went to Coronation Plaza yesterday with most of my teammates to have lunch. We ran through the rain. It was FREEZING when we entered the mall. we ate at THAI NOODLE HOUSE. mmmm! delicious beef noodles there.
I went to Woodlands regional library today to meet up with Jingying again. Saw Yingyan and Jocelyn there. they were on their way to NSL! grrrr, and I was stuck doing project work in the library.
mmmm. didn't do my run today. shall go running tomorrow. (:

blablablab

2005-06-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

ayyyes! Its Thursday and I STILL haven't done any homework!!! *guilty* I feel like falling asleep the moment I see my worksheet. Oh well. At least now I know a way to put myself to sleep. (:
ugggh. I'm so tired! my sister is asking me to help her go out and buy icecream, chocolate chip cookies and yoghurt. grrr.
the little boy who lives downstairs is screaming like mad now, crying over something again. I feel like stuffing his mouth with an apple.
an apple a day keeps the doctor away!
(:

tuesday

2005-06-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

today is tuesday! (:
tomorrow Jingying is coming over to do the maths independent learning thingy.
and I'm just so bored now!
I don't feel like doing any homework! arghhh.
it's all SIAs! ... hmm, actually not QUITE all lahhh.
and I have a sudden urge to find out who my angel is!!!
ANGEL KINDER BUENO! tell me who you are!
I walk a mile with a smile
I don't know
I don't care
Where I am, but I know it's alright,
shiver! by Natalie Imbruglia.
the song is just stuck in my head... grrrrr

b-o-r-e-d

2005-06-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

I'm bored!!! really really bored... sighhhhh! I can feel my brain melting... holidays are super boring, especially if you can't go shopping. I don't feel like doing any of my holiday homework even though I've been given tons. I'm supposed to go running for 30 minutes today. but I'm feeling so lazy... ):
Qi Tian! I think your method worked lehhh. mmm! my finger feels better! thank you! (:
bittersweet symphony

(:

2005-06-04T13:18:00.000+08:00

heh. had training today, yesterday and on tuesday! ooomph. So tired. Today's training was tougggghhh! Had to skip so many times. My arm went numb after skipping and throwing the ball continuosly.
and I hurt my last finger!!! It' all puffy, swollen and red. Joleen threw the ball to me. I don't know why I was such an idiot to attempt catching the ball with only one finger. What was I thinking?! Of course I would hurt it! My dear pinky! And I also kinda pulled at it when I was skipping.
it's broken
hmm. no. actually it's not. but it's hurts so much I think it'd be better off broken anyway.
went to orchard yesterday to watch MADAGASCAR with my some of my teammates! IT IS SO CUTE! I love the penguins! They are cute in a ... freaky but cool way. does that make sense...? mmm. I suppose it does. (;
we bathed in school! It was so refreshing to take a nice cold shower after training.
we also took a few neoprints. it was so hard to squeeze all of us together to take the neoprint. but it turned out quite nice anyway. (:
ayyyes! I still have to go back to school tomorrow to meet up with IPW groupmates. ughh.
The weather is so HOT! mmm! must have aircon tonight! hehe.

island in the sun. weezer.

2005-06-01T06:54:00.000+08:00

island in the sun. WEEZER

Hip hip Hip hip
Hip hip Hip hip

When you're on a holiday
You can't find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain

Hip hip Hip hip

When you're on a golden sea
You don't need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone

On an island in the sun
We'll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fineI can't control my brain

We'll run away together
We'll spend some time forever
We'll never feel bad anymore

Hip hip Hip hip Hip hip

lovely song! (:

MONDAY!

2005-05-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

mmmm! it's MONDAY today! The official start of the holidays! woohooooo! (: mmmmm. there's training tomorrow! really hope it doesn't rain. well, I spent the whole of today lazing around. I tried to skip in the living room, but uhhhh... my skipping rope hit the fan. ayyyes. must skip 500 times a day! and I can't skip a decent 100 without tripping over.
hmmm. just helped Andie fill in his links for his blog. haha. he doesn't seem to notice that I put my name all over the place. oh well.
my mom bought me a very nice hot dog! haha. and it tasted aboslutely HEAVENLY! but it looked super gross because the sauce was PINK! eeeek. according to her, the shop said it was a 'special' 'delicious' sauce. mmm. heck care. it tasted great!
haha. I haven't stepped out of my house for 57 hours! yipppeeee. and I intend to stay in here for another 12 hours! before I go for training tomorrow! yesss. I am attached to my house. emotionally as well as physically.

sunday

2005-05-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

ah yes today is SUNDAY! oh well whatever. I just wasted my day anyway. I woke up at around 10am and did pretty much nothing the whole day. I slept for about... 3 hours in mom's room because my sister locked me out of mine. grrrrrrr. it was raining today! mmm. went to watch nsl yesterday with yingyan, joleen, jenzi and jocelyn! (: thank you joleen for having your dad send me home.
my june holidays are all packed with training and grp meetings. sigggh! nvm. I'm sure there's time to shop! (: hmmmm. I feel that my blog skin is so... NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC-ish. like... all orangey boxes. haha.
ayyyyyes. and GOH JIA YING will you pleeeeeease switch on your handphone so I can call you?! I need to tell you we changed the date of our meeting!
oh well. I'm like super bored now. ayyes. If only something could drop from the sky. (: like... money! haha. if that DID happen I'd be $uper happy. not to mention rich.
fine fine. I know it won't happen.
happy holidays everyone! :D

new blog skin!

2005-05-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

yayyy! I changed the BLOG SKIN! and I made this one! :D ( so you might notice the boxes aren't very nicely arranged) Ah yes! It's the first time this week I've felt quite happy! Not just because of the blogskin, but also because today is the LAST DAY OF THE TERM! yayyess. however I kinda dread term 3. There's like... so many things. IPW presentation, geog SIA, chin SIA, maths independent learning, history SIA...ugggh. O well. I shan't think of those things now! :D Hmmm... my headache is starting to go away. Yepp! but I still have a cough. oh well. it's 10.30pm now. -yawwwwwn. bbyes!

horrible horrible day

2005-05-27T09:19:00.000+08:00

Ughh. It's a horrible day today. I had to skip training because I wasn't feeling well. I think my headache has gotten worse. And so has my cough. AND my stomach ache.
I didn't know that I had to hand in the science SIA journal thingy today. I thought it was friday! Ughh. And I think I'm going to fail my CME. My file was so thin and had very little content. Ughh. And everyone was arguing about the term 3 seating arrangement.
It's a horrible day.

I want to close my eyes and wake up to another day

okay. I shan't complain anymore. Instead... I shall go sleep somemore so that my stupid headache will go away.
stupid horrible day. I hate you, May 26. ugggh

tired

2005-05-25T17:53:00.000+08:00

I feel so tired today...
ayyyes. and today I had to leave the school earlier because I was sick. mom came to pick me up from school at 10 oclock. I slept in the school sick bay for about an hour. my teammate jenzi was there too.
I came home and slept for 4 hours and then went to the clinic...
mmm. shall go sleep somemore.

arrrrgggghhhh!

2005-05-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

ugggh! I feel like getting another blog skin! but I don't think I have any time. ugh! and there's still that CME file I haven't completed yet! ughh! but I want to watch TV too! and I still need to help dad with some data entry stuff...

pull yourself together huikin and get your priorities straight!

waaaaaaaaaah!

alright! I shall be a good girl and help dad do the data entry and then I shall finish up on my CME. the blog shall wait! (:
haha. hanqing is being lame. she's playing truth or dare with me on msger...
oh no. I have the sudden urge to play theme hospital.
oh no!
ugggh!

boohoo

2005-05-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

I feel like such an idiot. waaaah~ I have no idea how come some of the links are in a different colour. Oh well. I'm going to vidhi's house to swim later on. yayyy! :D something to look forward to at least.
ayyyes. Angel said that they're going back to keming next friday! O gosh. I don't think I can make it.
ah well. I feel that this blog is so pinky...
shall think about changing it...

.

2005-05-23T11:56:00.000+08:00

okayyye... I only have a few links up. I think i'll be changing my skin some time later.

start!

2005-05-23T11:15:00.000+08:00

yepps. my first entry! :D